Wednesday, December 17, 2008

KiNg Of ThE CaStLe


The castle on the mountain, with blood filled fountain,

shines in moonlight.

There awaiting for my sight, is the demon's king inside.

As i went through that door, i saw satans bowing on the floor.

While walking towards the throne room,

i realised my soul was bleeding real too soon.

And hanging from that doom, was the angel of my very home.

And what i saw in the hall, was witches dancing like it was a carnival.

Now here i was, seeing the demon in his eyes,

as all my emotions began to die.

And all the demon did was a touch,

changing my being a little too much.

The last thing i remember, i was sitting on that throne,

as my soul combined to the demon's very own.

ExPlOrInG mE 6: aLL hOpE iS gOnE


All hope is gone,

new desires are never born.

All roads meet the end,

as my spirit gets more offend.

All doors remain closed,

every second my breath errodes.

It makes me wonder,

right beneath this thunder.

The crying echo still can be heard in my heart,

the smoke filled in my room lingers in the dark.

And when i go through that sacred phase,

nobody can understand its strange ways.

Where do i go now from here,

running from my shadow which is unclear.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

ExPlOrInG mE: 5. I'm wHaT i'M

The arrow of the evil defies the shield of my soul.
The other haunting spirit found a new paradise in me.
They live like a parasite feeding on their host.
But it turned into a symbiotic nature,
as they feed on my being,
their rushes calms me down,
this makes me feel more at ease, more at the ground.
I stick to my basics and try to play safe with some more acids.
I be alone in the crowd,
I'm the silence in the loud.
I'm the heat of the sun,
I'm the shadow of none.
I'm the loner on the roll,
as i travel towards my goal,
I'm the sailor on the boat,
on the ocean of no port.
I'm the wings of the cool breeze,
that blows untill your blood freeze.
I'm the turbulance in the calm,
I'm cold in the warm.
I'm the light of the dawn,
piercing the darkness of the lawn.
I'm the eagle in the sky,
which soars when it flies.
I'm the beast in the moon,
that never lives in cocoon.
I'm walk on the spartan's sword,
I'm fast like a V-Rod.
I'm the lightning in the thunder,
I do stuff's that makes people wonder.
I'm the reason for poor man's smile,
I'm the reason for devil's exile.
I'm the never ending story,
I live life in glory.
I'm the prayer that you read,
I'm one of my Creed.

ExPlOrInG mE 4: ONE STEP CLOSER TO DEATH

Now if i have to write something, something again stupid, insane what else it could be about but me.
Yes the same me is back,
with hell lots of crap,
i don't mean to rap,
like the old nigga who's fat,
sleeping on the demons lap,
n letting him do his sinful pat.
I wish i could dream but my nightmares turned reality,
n the demon with all his ability
cursed my life to inequality.
Wow, here i go again,
this urge towards the pain,
turns my life like the remaining ashes
after the winter rain.
N when i calculate what i gained,
is the misery courtesy the demons brain,
n the only thing that remains,
is the nicotine in my vein.
i try n chase some more cocaine,
n my mind drifts away from pain,
like the bullet to my satanic brain.
i hide myself down the drain,
suffocating myself till my pulses go all insane,
taking me one step closer to my death all over again.